Good morning all. I don't know why I am always so tired. I think I get plenty of sleep. Oh well. I'm not feeling good at all this morning. I have a headache. It's like a constant headache. I've had it for the past 4 days.
I think I've talked about my anxiety on my blog before. It all started when I was in 7th grade. I was afraid to go to school. I don't have any idea why. Nothing specific happened at school, I was just terrified to go. I didn't attend a public high school for the same reason. And now that I've graduated from high school, I'm glad that I did it all online. I graduated a year early. I wouldn't have been able to do that if I went to PHS. I'm now attending Yavapai, and I don't really like all my classes except one. But I'm proud of myself. I'm going to classes at the college, and interacting with other students. I haven't been able to do that in several years.
Along with my anxiety, I have depression. I don't like to go into much detail about that. I'm taking medication for it, and it also runs in my family. I go to the doctor once a month, and she makes me take a survey type thing. I really hate it. After you take this stupid survey, she talks to me about how I'm feeling. I honestly think that her goal is to make me cry.
I also have OCD. My ocd recently started up in the past year or so. Everything has a place, and there is a place for everything. My room is clean and organized. Same with my bathroom. I have a certain way of doing things. To some people, it's a joke. I've gotten little jokes about my ocd, it's getting real old, real fast. I don't think it's funny. I try not to let it get to me, but it does.
Anyways, I think that's enough of my little rant. I hope whoever is reading my blog is doing well.
xoxo,
amoe
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