'set me free, leave me be; i don't wanna fall another moment in your gravity.'

Long time no blog. I apologize. I know that I say that every single time I blog. But it's hard to find the time to sit down for 15 minutes to blog, and whats the point? I don't think anyone actually reads this thing anyways.

So, where to start? My grandma is now in a Rehabilitation Hospital in PV to gain her strength back.. She's been there for about a week and a half, and is supposed to be getting released on Monday. Being there around all of the people who are ill, and can't do anything to help themselves, crushes me. I wish I could just sit down with some of these people and just talk with them.. Some of them have family that is there with them for lunch or dinner, but then they leave. I'm there with my Grandma as much as I can be. It breaks my heart when I see a little old man, eating on his own, looking around the room, so helpless. It's so sad. As I was walking out, I heard a man yelling for help. Over and over and over again. I walked past the room and heard the yelling, as I looked in the room, I saw that it was the man on the other side of the curtain that was yelling. I turned around back towards the nurses' station, and told one of the nurses. She just stood there and continued on with her paperwork. I kept walking down the hallway, and turned around looking back every couple of seconds. There was no sign of any nurse approaching the yelling man. It broke my heart. This man, in pain, so helpless, with nothing to do but yell for a nurse who takes 5 minutes to finally come to your room. It breaks my heart. I wish there was something more that I could do for these people.

Anyways.. Enough with the depressing, sad thoughts. My grandma is absolutely adorable. She has to have an alarm on her bed and on her wheel chair, because she keeps mentioning her 'plan to escape'. I love her so so so much. <3

On another note, I am loving school. It really is surprising to me. I feel so upset, and ready to drop my sign language class, until I gut it up, and go to class. By the time I leave class, I feel so much better and more confident in myself and my abilities to take it all in and learn something. I really like my Early Childhood course as well. I'm looking forward to my observation in a 1st grade classroom. Those little faces and smiles make my day. The kids are all so innocent, and have no idea what the world is to come. They're so free. Free of everything, worries, drama, everything. I love that.

I know that I mentioned that I got my tragus pierced, and I'm not sure if I said that I was going to post a picture or not, but I figured I would. So, here it is. It hurt like hell, but I love it!



I think that's about all for now. Hopefully, I will start blogging more again. It's such a release.

Daily Dachshund, Enjoy!



This is Brody. He is so stinkin' cute. I just love him. He barks a lot, and I caught him peeing on the side of my bed. But when he's cute, he's reaaaal cute! <3 <3 <3

xoxo,
amoe